NukezillaStatus (intercapped) became a meta game so I stopped looking at it for fear of hurting the servers.
Summer can go die in a fire; Winter is not only more my style, my life has just done a 90′ turn and I feel unloved and alone, so terribly alone.
I am going to go play Rift now. and cry.

On a positive note I now require glasses which should make me more attractive to people who have a glasses fetish. Also NZP being closer makes me happy. the sooner I can pay for NZ to continue to be awesome the better.

Porsches?

@Faye Lanks: Sorry to hear that, hope you’re doing okay. I haven’t expressed genuine concern in years so bear with me, I’m a bit rusty. At least you get to forever associate that feeling with Rift, dragging up all those emotions whenever you go back and play it. That’s always good for a laugh.

I’ve been playing more L4D again despite telling myself repeatedly to stop. Given that it’s literally the single social outlet I have left after NZ, it’s a choice between not wasting precious more hours doing the same shit day in, day out, or not going slowly mental.

If NZ is offline, I accept that I can’t get to it right away, so I’m not worried about NukezillaStatus. It’s nice to have an explaination after the fact just out of curiosity, but I doubt I’ll ever remember it exists after I’ve finished editing this comment.